Miracles do happen.

Puteri Nilam dah selamat anchor di Bintulu. Mengikut perancangan, 25 April nanti baru masuk port. Capt telah menyuarakan hasrat supaya wife kesayangan dia ni terbang ke Bintulu dan melepaskan rindu dendam di dada. Kebetulan pula, wife Ch Eng pun akan gi melawat hubbynya jugak.. Capt suruh naik flight 24 April dan stay satu malam kat hotel di Bintulu. Then pepagi hari 25 April tu agen akan bawak ke port coz kapal akan masuk port kul 8 pagi. Tambahan pula, kapal akan keluar port pukul 2 ptg 26 April. So, dia kata dapat lah spend masa bersama-sama lama skit. Selalunya kapal masuk sekejap je kan.. Hati mmg dah berbunga-bunga coz mmg ler rindu sesangat kat dia.. Senyuman pun dah sampai telinga dah.

TETAPI......

At the same time, i have to bring my debaters for debate competition at HELP University College Damansara. Competition tu jatuh pada 24 dan 25 April. There are 7 English teachers kat Samura ni sebenarnya, tapi semua ada hal yg tak dapat dielakkan. Kak CT Zue, Kak Hida, Kak Maslinda and Loh will be going to Cameroon Highland on the same date for Mesyuarat Pengurusan. Hafiz terlibat dgn pertandingan memanah MSSJ. So, there only left me and Anna. Dan Anna pula busy with her wedding preparations. Her wedding will be in May, so i understand her situation. How stress she is right now. I will not blame her if she doesn't want to go. She still have a lot of things to settle. Pity her also.

Maybe we might ask help from other teachers to bring the kids, but the problem is, what if the kids have problems regarding the debate? What if they need help to find points for their debate? What if they lost? Oh Gosh........... :(

I know that my colleagues will try their very best to figure out the best solution for this problem. They somehow know how i wish i can meet my hubby. Thank you so much dear. Appreciate it. But i've to prepare myself for the worse.. Takut nak terlalu berharap, nanti diri sendiri yang terkecewa.

Abang Sayang,

I am so sorry if i cannot make it this time. It's not that i don't want to go and please don't say that i didn't miss u. It just happen at the wrong time Sayang. I wish i could cut myself into two, to be with you and to guide my students. What can i do.... But, miracles do happen, right Sayang. Who knows there will be someone that can replace me so that i can fly and be in your arms.. We hope for the best kay Sayang. I love u so much and i miss u a lot... You are so near yet so far away...